Assalamualaikum! Good day everyone! I am hopeless and helpless that's why I am here to ask help from anyone of you. I am Aaliyah Abdullah. A Filipino Muslim convert. I married with Malaysian and we have a 1 year-old son. I am a full-time mom and a housewife. It's been 3 yrs since we got married but things doesn't go on the right path that it should be. We are currently renting a flat in Skudai Johor Bahru, Malaysia.

My husband stopped working January 2017. I have been a very good wife for him. All i did is to take care for him and my son. I supported him in all ways. I have found a job for him only this month of March. For more than a year now Every week He will just go back home whenever he wants without informing me. I am always nervous, stress and anxious everyday because of what he is doing.  I am always  left alone with my son with nothing even 1 ringgit. I just asked my neighbor foods to eat. We have not pay the flat rental and pub bills for 2 months now and the I'm scared the owner will kick us out soon.  :( I asked some financial help from my friends that is working in Singapore. Some lend me but most ignored me. I sell some of our things at home just to have money for my son's milk, diaper and foods. I posted them here in carousell and in mudah.

I thank God we survived our food last month but unfortunately things went worst. One time my husband took the only money that I have for my son's milk, diaper and food. When i confronted him. He hits and shouted at me and we fight. That's the scenario we have here everyday and I am already emotionally drained. :(

Since last 21/3/17 he didn't go back home. I have found out that he use the money for gambling and it is not the first time he did it. I'd give him countless chances to change his attitude so we can move on and be a happy family. But he still choose the wrong way of life.. Now I am begging anyone here to please help me..I am alone here in a place I am not familiar. I have no family here beside me. I have no job because i am holding spouse visa which employment is prohibited. I have tried to ask help from his family in kampung but no one cares to reply.

My family in my country cannot support me because they are also poor. I am the one supporting them when my husband still good at his job.. Now I want to go back home to the Philippines with my son as i am struggling where to get my son's diapers and milk supply here everyday, at least i can find job there in my country. These past days, Only our neighbors giving us foods to eat because my husband didn't go back home. Luckily got carouseller here who sent me help for my son's needs and some foods to eat. Please help me and my son raise funds for foods to eat while we are still in jb. The rest of the financial help will go for buying our plane tickets once the funds is enough to purchase. the rest of the money will go for my son needs while I am finding job when we are there in my country. InshaAllah! Thank you so much for taking time to read my story and I pray that there will be people who care and willing to help us.

*****Update:*****

25/3/17

He went back home yesterday but I am still pursuing my plan because I cannot take his attitude anymore as this is a long overdue issue and also my heart pains especially seeing my son suffers while I cannot do anything because I am holding a spouse visa that is not allowed for work. I used to worked in Singapore before, I am applying online but unfortunately most companies have no quota. I want to be in the place where i could have peace of mind. I want my son to grow in an environment full of love, respect and happiness. That's what all Mothers want for their child. I want to give him a bright future but I ca not able to do that for now because of my situation. 

Please.. If anyone here has a kind soul to help me and my son. Thank You Thank you so much! 

●—●—●—●—●—●  Your $1 donation is a VERY BIG contribution until it reaches the amount which enables us to go back to my country and start a life with my son. I  truly appreciate your kindness! ●—●—●—●—●—●—●